Jarrod Paul Bramson, RIP

Jarrod at the Ball of Wax 17 show
(photo by Jody Poorwill)

As you have probably heard by now if you are connected with independent music in greater western Washington and are on any kind of social media, we lost a dear friend last week with the death of Jarrod Paul Bramson. Jarrod was an integral figure in the Port Townsend music scene, and singer/songwriter of the band Solvents, along with his wife Emily Madden.

Words pretty much always fail me at times like this. Death, especially sudden death, is horrible and devastating, and grief is complicated and insidious. Suffice it to say this loss will continue to reverberate across our extended musical community for a long time. I’ll pretty much let the music speak for itself from here on out.

I first met Jarrod in person at the release show for Ball of Wax 17, the first volume on which Solvents appeared, with their tune “Cozy Mo Came Home” (which has been stuck in my head on repeat for a while now).

Solvents at Ball of Wax 47.
Photo by Melissa Wax, courtesy Ballard VOX.

I didn’t see or hear much from Solvents for a while, although we’d occasionally play shows together (or talk about playing shows together). They released a phenomenal album, Modern Dystopia, setting aside the sweet acoustic tunes for a loud, raucous band sound. Jarrod and Emily were always game, it seemed, to hop on a ferry and head to Seattle to play a show for a small audience and little (if any) pay. I always loved to see and hear them play together, and to catch up between sets. They clearly shared a deep connection, both personally and musically. They were (and I know Emily still is) funny, warm, kind humans.

Solvents finally returned with “Song for President Trump,” which was seemingly tailor-made  for Volume 47.

And soon after that, they returned for Volume 49 with the slow, gorgeous roll of “Sea.” “As long as you still love me I am free,” he sings. “Hold my hand and jump into the sea.” (And now I’m crying again. Fuck.)

Jarrod, we miss you. Emily, we love you. Everyone else: Go buy their music and/or contribute to this Gofundme to help Emily figure out where she goes from here.

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Ball of Wax 55 Songs: Levi Fuller – “Fuck Your Wall”

You remember that guy in high school who used the ubiquitous sex bomb as an intensifier to the point that it lost its impact and became indistinguishable from the rest of his drivel? How about the girl who uttered it almost randomly and took great joy in using it as every one of the parts of speech? What of the mousy elderly Math teacher who, spreading chalkdust about the room as she wiped algebra from the blackboard, caught a snag in the classroom carpet with her 5$ Payless low heels and sprawled to the floor, shouting it briefly and irrevocably for all the students to hear and gape at, their horror solely drawn out by that most sacred of profanity? This is none of that.

Over a beat so split, divided, wrapped in itself, and otherwise fucked up, Levi Fuller evokes every American punk act from St. Paul to Minneapolis (with a healthy dose of Seattle’s own shambolic rock quartet named for a certain Russ Meyer film) in his righteous indignation over self-made problems, vanity, stupidity, hate, missed chances, irrelevance, racism, and the fear and hatred that are inseparable from xenophobic nationalism. As you might imagine from its title, the song is peppered with the multipurpose cognate so lovingly metamorphosed from the Germanic fock, focka, ficken, fokken, and fukka, but the magic of its every yawp, yelp, wail, and whoot is that Levi finds a way to sound incensed and unhinged, almost crooning it at one point, and yet . . . amused. Darkly, painfully, defiantly, but amused nonetheless. His secret? He knows that, for all of the cajoling, peddling, huckstering, shutting down, and threatening, such a damn fool endeavor as building a wall the length of an entire national border is just too ridiculous to ever actually succeed.

Right?

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Ball of Wax 55 Songs: Behind These Scars – “This Is Just Dirt”

Ahhh, remember way back before 2016, when people weren’t screaming and foaming at the mouth about all the bad people trying to come across our border? Ha ha, just kidding. The origins of this current wave of xenophobia stretches way back before our 45th president – and even before 2008, when Ryan Reese-Beltrand (the man behind Behind These Scars) wrote “This Is Just Dirt” as a response to the racist backlash to Obama’s election – which backlash, of course, ultimately blossomed into our current situation. In any time or any political climate, this rousing emo/post-punk anthem (whose title neatly states its thesis) would be an important reminder to everyone living anywhere on Earth: We made these lines up. They mean nothing. They’re not worth killing or dying for. I don’t think a song on an obscure compilation series is going to change any hearts and minds, but in this moment in history I’m proud to help put this seemingly obvious message out into the world. Thanks to Ryan for sharing it.

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Ball of Wax 55 Songs: Jacopo Andreini – “9 borders to cross”

Jacopo Andreini‘s “9 borders to cross” is, alas, the only track on Ball of Wax 55 to come from outside the US border. Jacopo is Italian, but the music he makes crosses many borders, as you might guess from the title. If I had to guess, I’d say the instruments brought to bear – bouzouki, bendir, riqq – are played across many more than nine borders. There are no words here, but while listening it’s easy to imagine a long, dangerous journey from one harrowing situation to another in hopes of reaching something like safety or welcome – but without any guarantees on that front. In the US we tend to focus on the one border to the south that we see as a problem – whether with sympathy or antipathy to those trying to cross it. “9 borders to cross” reminds us that, for most refugees, many borders must be crossed, each filled with its own dangers and judgments. Many thanks to Jacopo for sending his music across so many borders to our ears.

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Ball of Wax 55 Songs: Green Light Cameras – “Hurricane Fence”

“Subdued ebullience” is maybe a bit of an oxymoron, but it’s the phrase I would use to best describe Green Light Cameras’ “Hurricane Fence.” A scintillating piece of slow pop pleasure, “Hurricane Fence” comes in at the pace of a ceremonial march, its tempo just suited to the buoyant descent of the bass arpeggios—the track is downright stately. Yeah—to the point that no amount of fuzzy synths, jerky keyboard rhythms, or a breathy drawl can take away the statement of purpose. If anything, these elements only add to what feels almost deceptively monumental.

If that weren’t enough, “Hurricane Fence” has a hell of an (understated) chorus progression, finally dipping down after the verse to give us a IV-V lift and one of the most well-placed C-Am drops I’ve heard in a long time because it serves two purposes: that minor vi keeps us from going over the top while reintroducing the progression of the verses, which lends a sense of place to the whole movement and that’s where I start thinking about location: I want to know where this hurricane fence is. I want to know who put up this hurricane fence and why. I want to know if the hurricane fence separates the singer and the object of his prose from one another or from something else altogether. Before I can figure out which is “the wrong side of the hurricane fence,” though, the music is overwhelmed by distortion and reverb, consuming itself and retreating to leave the same major second interval that introduced the song and I have to go back and listen again!

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Ball of Wax 55 Songs: Nic Masangkay – “Diaspora Lover (feat. Guayaba)”

It’s easy to think that Nic Masangkay’s strength is their chops when it comes to mixing and composing, and yet time after time, their voice surprises with its strength and emotion.

The content of the lyrics on “Diaspora Lover” are fraught with heartbreak pertaining to intimate relationships, but quickly expand into what you might imagine someone experiences who doesn’t feel they are at home anywhere. The line “I don’t have a choice except for all of the above” sends chills down my spine.

Guayaba shines toward the end of the track with a notion of forgiveness, providing a fully charged and well-rounded song. I look forward to everything Masangkay creates, and hope many get the chance to hear this track.

Nic will perform as part of the the Ball of Wax 55 release show this Friday at Woodland Theater, helping to make it a very special evening indeed.

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Ball of Wax 55 Songs: Peter Colclasure – “Synth 3”

[Disclaimer: this review contains homework.] Peter Colclasure’s “Synth 3” is the story of modern America encapsulated in a five-minute tonal work centered in A minor, its primary i-VII-III-v (V? I can’t tell because Colclasure maddeningly/wisely avoids establishing that third interval and the chord’s functional relationship to the tonic . . . and this is exactly why music like this moves me to want to write about it) progression moving gently along as a slightly buried voice joins the arrangement. It isn’t a lyric per se, but it’s every bit as important to this song as any lyric could be for what it represents by its presence and its words: a reading in Spanish of a poem that has—or was supposed to—come to represent what the United States stands/stood for, the very concept symbolized by the Statue of Liberty. You know the one: “Give me your tired, your poor, your huddled masses yearning to breathe free.” (Homework: dig into the poetry of Emma Lazarus, one of America’s earliest female activists and advocate for indigent Jewish immigrants.)

It should be noted that having this famous work read in Spanish is a move as bold as it is ironic—but then, Lazarus didn’t write the poem so that only English speakers would hear the call to come to the Land of the Free; in fact, her own ancestors immigrated from Portugal, fleeing the tyranny of the Inquisition. Her family brought their language and beliefs, as did every immigrant to some degree—as did those who bring the Latin American language and customs that so vibrantly color the American Southwest. But that’s part of the greatness of other cultures, isn’t it? Their rituals and beliefs, their dress, their concepts, their words and dialects—it’s all strange and wonderful and should be held in awe for its complexities, its differences from our own, and for spices it adds to our American Melting Pot (homework: look up Israel Zangwill).

Or maybe there are too few who feel that way? Maybe all of these things aren’t meant to be miscegenated in this particular area of the planet? “Synth 3” seems to indicate as much at its halfway point, where slightly disorienting effects join the arrangement, followed soon by an otherworldly hum, all warbly notes and ever-deeper flange, building a low wall of sound suggesting that, rather than promote a mixing together or a “cultural harmonization,” every foreign element (as represented by the Spanish speaker, now completely inaudible in the mix—effectively silenced) should be eliminated in favor of a more uniform population distribution, though that uniformity is its own discord. And this is the saddest part of the whole exercise, summed up in the final warped sounds of the track: without the beauty of heterogeneity, of other colors, of other sounds—other ideas, even—there is only instability and, inevitably, decay.

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Ball of Wax 55 Songs: Drekka – “Frozen Watercourse”

Drekka‘s “Frozen Watercourse” is a dreamy meditation for piano, bowed ukulele (played by our old pal Darryl Blood), voice, and other sounds. The vocals are buried deep in the mix, adding subtly to the wordless, layered, pulsing thrum of the piece. The piano plays a gentle chord, alternating beats with the ukulele’s bowed scrapes. A repeated melody line works its way up the keyboard. Slowly everything drops out, and we’re left with a humming drone, evoking wind-swept plains or a slow drowning.

I always have to take wordless submissions at their word (so to speak) that they hew to a particular theme, and so it is with “Frozen Watercourse.” We can only imagine the border connections (although it’s worth noting that this piece was recorded in three border states, if states adjacent to great lakes qualify), but there is a sort of betweenness that comes through here, a feeling of being in two places, two states at once. Perhaps, as we listen to “Frozen Watercourse,” we are water molecules riding the border between solid and liquid, some of us evaporating directly into gas. Whatever the real inspiration for this piece, it is certainly a beautiful piece of music. I’m looking forward to more BoW submissions from Drekka in the future.

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Ball of Wax 55 Songs: Danbert Nobacon and Kira Wood Cramer – “Building a Wall”

I could write a few words here about the impressive musical pedigree of Danbert Nobacon and let it speak for itself, but that would detract from the wry humor and restrained angst of the smartbomb singalong protest song that is “Building a Wall,” and worse—it would discount Nobacon’s secret weapon, Kira Wood Cramer, a young chanteuse with whom he trades lines, snippets of lines, and off-kilter harmonies over a descending root four-chord motif that carries the tune from point A on one side of the border to point B on the other and back again, punctuated by a sort of chorus and circular outro that provide respite even while they raise the stakes.

I could also write out the song’s complete lyric (a work of world-class wordsmithing that manages to evoke fear, embarrassed giggles, and the need to listen again and again to fully grasp some of the double entendres and near-curses throughout), but material like this must be heard to be properly appreciated—besides, how could I spell out Nobacon’s half-assed maniacal (despotic?) laughter and even hope to convey the way its very tone represents a madman given to fits of unearned grandeur and wielding more power than any being was meant to? And throughout it all, Cramer’s calm tone keeps the song grounded and Nobacon in check, even when he’s throwing out immigrant/punk comparisons (romantic, artful, human, AND sexy) over her refrain of “not big, not clever—a wall? Let’s say, ‘not now, not ever! A wall? No way!’” Yes, this little tune is that unhinged.

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Ball of Wax 55 Songs: Isaac Castillo – “Humanity”

Isaac Castillo‘s “Humanity” is a sobering, heartfelt message delivered in a beautiful, catchy package – the perfect stealth-bomb of political truth. It’s easy enough to write a dumb, angry punk song about dumb issues that make you angry – take my word for it! (See the upcoming final track of this here collection.) But to really take time to craft a lovely song that asks its listeners to contemplate their role in the slow-motion car crash that is civilization at this particular moment in time, while humming along and snapping their fingers, is something else altogether. “Humanity” is a bit more polished-sounding than the usual BoW fare, but that sheen provides a powerful contrast with the lyrics, which are brutally honest and unflinching, while still offering a modicum of hope. “Show me something better . . . I want to believe in you,” Isaac sings. “We talk of peace love trust and understanding / I want to believe it’s true.” We want to believe we’re capable of better, but we need someone to show us something to prove it’s possible. And of course, we all need to start with ourselves.

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